been dancing consecutively for the past 15days and 7 days or more to go. wish that i have stronger will and mental/physical power to full out everytime. i realised that at a certain period of time/moment/whatsoever, the sports complex will feel extremely stuffy and i tend to feel giddy and really unwell. and its not only me. but ohwell. bunk in tmr. i know i will love the smell of audi1. bought 17 tickets. apparently all on friday. cause saturday's tickets are sold out way too fast. ppl are asking around for extra tickets. and quite a few of us feel that a third show would solve the problem. the past 2 weeks had been rather tough and tiring on all of us. pimples are the evidence of stress, lack of sleep, stay in school from 9am to 10pm to dance. 6 days left till everything is over. i cant wait to rest well after gems, but then again. i am going to miss it. sigh.. being always stuck in my own world and being very blur, taking a long time to understand what people are talking about shows that im tired. was super not alert. i no like. it feels like im in a zombie mode most of the time.

did my hair today i think i look quite toot but its okay cause i cant really think properly. im thankful to everyone who showed love and care and offered help during the intensive period. wouldnt make it without each and everyone of yall. wonder how would my mom react when she see my dancing with ridz. hehehe. afterall he is my first ever pas de deux partner. ohyah. had ballet lesson today. and i dont really know how i did it. i was really in autopilot mode and when ms ang scolded me i didnt feel much urgh. want to take a1 this year. but im super not ready only know like 30% of syllabus. sigh.. 1 class per week. how to? too much things in mind too much for my poor memory to handle. i forgot to take receipt so that we can all claim back the costume money. haiyo. but its okay i shall head back tmr. i feel like puking. why? i lost weight too boooo.. need the rest. ohyah. i havent been eating meat for consecutive 4days. proud of myself. im on my way to being a vegetarian. slowly luh. its not a recently thingy. been thinking about it for a few years already.. dont wna eat animals lor got a problem with that? its like, a chicken happily pecking at its rice grains on the floor then someone grab it, slaughter it, pluck off its feathers, drained off its blood, and deep fry it. did the chicken give you the permission to eat it? okay im alil extreme, as i've said, i cant really think properly luh. but i know its part of life luh.. how the predator-prey thingy works and stuff. im not against anyone who eat meat luh its just myself. aiyah i dk why i explained so much hahaha. vebeen very very naggy these few days (and crappy too) im gna grow old to be a super naggy old women. who still want me? :( okay. i dont really care. you have to bear with me kay my prince.

spent money like nobody's business. i really dont really know where all my money went. will try to keep track. okay i should stop ranting. hope i wake up and i have the will to full out and not mark out steps anymore. i wna be a full out princess. HEHEHE.

ohyeah. field trip with bv 4e1 and 4e2. credits to david who took plenty of nice pictures in the botanical garden. i spammed the like button like nobody's business luh. okay bye.